Tuesday, 11 December 2012

Hold Your Breath.

Alright, so I want to basically talk about a very common enemy in almost all of our lives -  school.
   Horrid for most, prime time of their lives for some, school is a very prominent part of people's lives regardless of whether you were -
1) the most popular kid in school
2)the most picked on
3) just in the middle of these two.
                    It plays a huge role shaping you up for the rest of your lives. Which of these three options am I you ask? Well, I'm a transfer kid so I usually go from 2 to 3 and before I reach 1, I get a transfer. Frustrating, right? Sometimes, I feel myself holding my breath in school and it feels like that, like school is just someplace where you have to hold your breath and adapt and when you get back home everything turns out to be okay.But , somehow I still feel like I'm hiding my true self in but I can't figure out how.......teenage years, huh?
                      But if I've learnt something from movies like Cinderella Story, never keep an ugly secret that can embarrass you because the evil stepsisters and a mean cheerleader will make the aim of their puny lives to reveal that in public.
                       Back to the main point, I think I'm too much of a chameleon sometimes, probably because I'm too scared that as soon as I start to open up , I'll get transferred.Its like being torn between two worlds which are as different as heaven and hell.
                       But I over think a lot of stuff, someone remind me not to make this blog about myself! :)